I am such an #insecure girl.
I never think that I'm good enough, and I seek my #worth into your gazes, your words and your likes.
But even that, never satisfies me. I want more.
And guess what? I am so afraid to be #myself, because If I do speak up, only #hatred will come out.
So I keep my mouth shut and my #heart closed and I treat myself poorly. I make myself small and I try to disappear.
And Guess what!!!!!! I am so unhappy and sad!!!! Because my life looks so glorious on paper: my friends, my boyfriend, my job, but somehow I can't taste the #Joy of that! I can't #connect and I can't seem to be #seen and I can't seem to be #heard. So I feel GUILT and I feel SHAME.
And to you my #friend, who I truly #love, but who I wanted to strangle up when you told me: "Just let gooooo, just love yourselllllfff, just beee heerrree nooooww..." 😱
Well as a matter of fact I've tried.
AND GUESS WHAT?!!!!!!!!
I've failed that too.
Hey babe do you recognize yourself here? Well Guess what....
I SEE YOU. 🌷
Again, I SEE YOU. 🌺
Because I were you.
And truly, I don't know what more I could add, to all what you already know about #spirituality and #selfgrowth
But you are scared as heck and I can hold some space for you and tell you with certainty that ....
The #Universe has your back!
And that you are being cared for!
That there IS an actual #path that is unique, TO YOU. 😍
That you are worth of #love 💛, and that there is enough room for you in this world.
Be #courageous enough, to rise.
With my dearest, #dearest heart. ❤